The fear has left me

I am no longer scared.

Any fear that was there 48 hours ago is gone. It's just me and Wilbur now.

I was seriously frightened when I picked up the pig on Friday. I thought there is no way I can cook this monstrosity.

But he's on the smoker right now, smoking away.

I thought I was never going to eat pig again, but that was foolhardy. I saw his tongue, his teeth, and I thought there is no fucking way this is going to happen.

But he smells delicious.

Pictures throughout the day.